Well hello there! After a much needed (amazing) break, I’m back to the normal, everyday nonsense that stresses me out. Anxiety attacks are so often at the moment and I’m starting to think that the tablets I’m on for anxiety either don’t work or just make me worse?! Either way, I need to discuss anxiety attacks with my doctor and come up with a new plan of action.
A new topic that I’d like to know more about is ‘Sun exposure’ and the issues associated with EDS’ and also ‘MCAS’ as I seem to have loss of pigmentation on my legs, only noticeable after sun exposure. I was regularly applying factor 50, still getting burned and getting rashes. Please comment with links or any useful info that may help.
I’ve not done a photoshoot lately and until my mood picks up, I’m not going to bother. I’m having flare ups mor regularly, possibly stress related and needing my crutches more for mobilising. Mental and physical exhaustion just isn’t a good look, well unless I do a themed alternative shoot titled ‘moody cow’ but not sure that’s my thing lol. However I can’t wait to get back to it, well, once I’m in a better frame of mind.
Singing… well, this is something I haven’t done for over a year now, but writing songs and recording them in the studio is such a great way to let out emotion, so I definitely need to book some studio time with some of my music contacts. I have got about 4 half written songs that need finishing, oops!
I promise my next blog post will be less moany.